Friday, February 12, 2010
♥ stressing up :(
Heyy everyone.
Im stressing up down here thinking what i should do next with this project. My dudes help me out a bit.Mummy help me out a bit. At last! hahahaha. She just help me to find a suitable food label for this project. Its okay. I will take it easy as Baby asked me too. :) Maybe its my fault too cause i didn't do the project earlier. But seriously, this project is the most hardest i've ever had! How about we dont talk about the stupid project. My brain is really stressing up ryte now. Feeling like drinking my fav starbuck drinks. Chocolate cream chip with whip cream! Yummy!
Baby sleep first as he needs to wake me up early in the morning. :)
All i could say, i love him ALOT! Maybe he didn't realised cause obviously, im still having this scared feelings with guys. But baby, don't worry. I will try not to think negative always. I just need more time to believe in guys although i said I LOVE YOU which came deeply from my heart.
Diary, im having this tiny matter that will always make baby felt angry and sad each time the thing happens. Its about effie. I can't swear as i guess its a sins but truly, i dont like and there's no such thing as love in my heart. Well, obviously his a good soccer player and his handsome but if his not my type, what for ryte? Ive just known him this year. And im just making him as my friend. Not more and not less. Enemy? We shudnt ryte. Im just trying my best to put baby as my 1st prior. So i hope, baby wouldn't have the grudges towards him or me. &baby, he didnt confessed anything at all sayang. Chill ayte.. :)
Rezal baby, i noe you kept on asking me why on earth i didnt inform him about us&lalalalaa daddaa! ryte? here, listen! i just dont want people to know. Maybe, they would know by themself. Thats even better sayang. Let it be a secret for both of us. You and me know's that we love each other like heaven. We just need to be strong enough to get through all of the 3rd party and any different kind of quarreling and fighting that we had. Like i said to you before. The indonesia movie that we watched before. (Ayat-ayat cinta)!
just remember what aishah told fahri. The phrases is soo touching till i cried too. Sayang, jodoh ditentukan oleh ALLAH! we cnt predict anything. ALLAH knows the most. We just need to pray hard. :)
i think thats all. I got to go. Good night.
Assalamualaikum.
