Sunday, January 24, 2010
♥ new thing for me :)
Dear diary,life have been tough for me.Going through different kind of problems.
Love, studies, work.urghh!its hard.but i'll just try not to think too much.I just dont want to get depression or stress up with small stuff.This year, im gonna be 18 yrs old.I dont want to make any silly mistakes anymore.Hopefully, everything will be fine.Studies? its been great in school.Paying more attention to it.Going to school oftenly.Till my class advisor said, ive improved alot. :)
Obviously i gave a wide smiled.But i noe, this is just a begining for me.Still got long way to go.
Love?
I dont believe guys dat much.But i noe, all the guys are totally different.Different than i thought.Alfian? Broke up with him cause there's no connection in that relationship.I guess, maybe im not meant for him.Although his a good looking&nice guy but maybe we are meant to be friends. Only! &Adi,he is just using me. :)
ouhh, i almost forget.There's this guy.His name is Rezal.His such a nice one.He knows how to take good care of me.Which im nt dat sure if its for awhile or lasting long? No hoping for this one.But i guess, i need to give him a chance.I just dont want him to get hurt by waiting. Neither do i wanna get hurt.I just hope he will meant wht he said.Its not easy.But if he can smoothen my heart.That will be good.
im done.i got to go&have some rest.work was a piece of shit.Swensens? Manager?
urghh..
good nite..
