Sunday, April 4, 2010
♥ Miss ayang very2 much
4.15am
Dear my lovely ayang,
I really2 miss u tawu. Cant wait fr u to come back tomorrow. Today i woke up at 2pm and do my stuff all thn around 4 i meet taufiq and accompany him to queensway cause he wanna check out the price for printing logo at justbeat t-shirt. Dn arund 8 we meet abg asri at boon lay and he treat us karaoke. dun worry sayang all the juniour only follow us to the karaoke the senior is kak zain,farah and fifie. kter karaoke for 3 hours sampai suara i pn tkde. Hehhehe. after that we went to bugis by taxi for sheesha. Tpi yng tk ikot gy sheesha is fara and the juniour.dn kter alek dlm kul 3.30. abg asri kasi i 20 dollar to go hme. and that all wat i did for today. ayang i really cant wait for tomorrow caue i cant wait to hug u cause i miss u so much. that all for today. love u ayang. miss u so much, mmmmmmmmmmuuuuuuuuaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!
Dear my lovely ayang,
I really2 miss u tawu. Cant wait fr u to come back tomorrow. Today i woke up at 2pm and do my stuff all thn around 4 i meet taufiq and accompany him to queensway cause he wanna check out the price for printing logo at justbeat t-shirt. Dn arund 8 we meet abg asri at boon lay and he treat us karaoke. dun worry sayang all the juniour only follow us to the karaoke the senior is kak zain,farah and fifie. kter karaoke for 3 hours sampai suara i pn tkde. Hehhehe. after that we went to bugis by taxi for sheesha. Tpi yng tk ikot gy sheesha is fara and the juniour.dn kter alek dlm kul 3.30. abg asri kasi i 20 dollar to go hme. and that all wat i did for today. ayang i really cant wait for tomorrow caue i cant wait to hug u cause i miss u so much. that all for today. love u ayang. miss u so much, mmmmmmmmmmuuuuuuuuaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!
Friday, April 2, 2010
♥ 2 more days to go
10.15pm
Dear my lovely Sayang,
Today i didnt do lots of things. i go sembahyang jumaat, after sembahyang jumaat i stay for a while to pray for your safety and pray that hopefully all going to be fine fr another 2 days of ur trekking trip at pahang. After that i went to teh tarik and meet my lrs friends to have sme drinks and ask about yesterday nye meeting. Dn i went back around 4.30. ater that i went to class ugama. Tday didnt learn lots of thing cause abes 9.30. Ayang I miss u alots tawu sayang. yesterday all the way i hug ur batal busuk when sleeping. hehe. That all for today. i love u sayang and miss u alots. mmmmmmmmmmmuuuuuuuuuuaaaaaaahhhhhhhh!!!!
Dear my lovely Sayang,
Today i didnt do lots of things. i go sembahyang jumaat, after sembahyang jumaat i stay for a while to pray for your safety and pray that hopefully all going to be fine fr another 2 days of ur trekking trip at pahang. After that i went to teh tarik and meet my lrs friends to have sme drinks and ask about yesterday nye meeting. Dn i went back around 4.30. ater that i went to class ugama. Tday didnt learn lots of thing cause abes 9.30. Ayang I miss u alots tawu sayang. yesterday all the way i hug ur batal busuk when sleeping. hehe. That all for today. i love u sayang and miss u alots. mmmmmmmmmmmuuuuuuuuuuaaaaaaahhhhhhhh!!!!
♥ Gonna miss her
12.02am
Dear my lovely sayang,
Im gonna miss u so much tawu. i will hug your bantal busuk tightly till i wont let it go hahaha. u wanna knw something, halfway back home from sending u to pahang i cry. means that i gonna miss u soooooo much. ayang i love u alots tawu. when u came back from pahang i hugg u till u cant breath. hehehe, that all for tday. i will update u for the next 3 days ok ayang. love u sooo much and gonna miss u. mmmmmmmmuuuuuuuuaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!
Dear my lovely sayang,
Im gonna miss u so much tawu. i will hug your bantal busuk tightly till i wont let it go hahaha. u wanna knw something, halfway back home from sending u to pahang i cry. means that i gonna miss u soooooo much. ayang i love u alots tawu. when u came back from pahang i hugg u till u cant breath. hehehe, that all for tday. i will update u for the next 3 days ok ayang. love u sooo much and gonna miss u. mmmmmmmmuuuuuuuuaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!
Sunday, March 21, 2010
♥ hold you in my arms :)
baby.
Its only you in my heart. There's no one else can take me away from you unless ALLAH says so. When i felt like missing you, i listen to this song cause it makes me smile&always think about you whenever i go. If you feel like im not a good gf, just tell me. And is all in your hands to make the right decision for yourself. Read through the lyrics. Its really meaningful. I LOVE YOU!
When you came to me with your bad dreams and your fears
It was easy to see you'd been crying
Seems like everywhere you turn catastrophe it reigns
But who really profits from the dying
I could hold you in my arms
I could hold you forever
I could hold you in my arms
I could hold you forever
When you kissed my lips with my mouth so full of questions
My worried mind that you quiet
Place your hands on my face
Close my eyes and say
That love is a poor man's food
Don't prophesize
I could hold you in my arms
I could hold you forever
And I could hold you in my arms
I could hold you forever
So now we see how it is
This fist begets the spear
Weapons of war
Symptoms of madness
Don't let your eyes refuse to see
Don't let your ears refuse to hear
Or you ain't never going to shake this sense of sadness
I could hold you in my arms
I could hold on forever
And I could hold you in my arms
I could hold on forever
Its only you in my heart. There's no one else can take me away from you unless ALLAH says so. When i felt like missing you, i listen to this song cause it makes me smile&always think about you whenever i go. If you feel like im not a good gf, just tell me. And is all in your hands to make the right decision for yourself. Read through the lyrics. Its really meaningful. I LOVE YOU!
When you came to me with your bad dreams and your fears
It was easy to see you'd been crying
Seems like everywhere you turn catastrophe it reigns
But who really profits from the dying
I could hold you in my arms
I could hold you forever
I could hold you in my arms
I could hold you forever
When you kissed my lips with my mouth so full of questions
My worried mind that you quiet
Place your hands on my face
Close my eyes and say
That love is a poor man's food
Don't prophesize
I could hold you in my arms
I could hold you forever
And I could hold you in my arms
I could hold you forever
So now we see how it is
This fist begets the spear
Weapons of war
Symptoms of madness
Don't let your eyes refuse to see
Don't let your ears refuse to hear
Or you ain't never going to shake this sense of sadness
I could hold you in my arms
I could hold on forever
And I could hold you in my arms
I could hold on forever
Friday, March 19, 2010
♥ whats wrong with me?
Diary, im so pissed off ryte now! Really damn pissed off. Wrote something just now about how i felt and think, ended up i click the other website&the previous was gone. FUCK!
so, back to where i stop. Maybe, i should restart back what ive said. I really dont noe why this mixing feelings is still stuck in my heart. Scared&sad! Is really carried away. I cant stop thinking negatively.. Didnt talk to hun cause i felt like scolding him or maybe nag at him. I dont noe. Maybe my mens is coming or maybe this feelings is going to be worse!
Besides this feelings,talking about how i get into this mixing feelings.. I just wonder. Why on earth there's alot of bitches hanging here& there waiting or maybe flirting with guys? Why on earth there is a bitch? Okay fine! i cant say this but why cant they be just themself rather following animals attitude whom didnt felt shame for themself. Im not referring to whoever but this is how i felt..
&why on earth they need to looked&be so bitchy towards other people mens?
Are they born to be like that or they become like that cause they want to?
Hun still didnt talk. Maybe he wants to but i've showed to him dat i felt really pissed off. Is he really love me? Do he really care?
forget it. im off to watch a soccer match. it rains. And i hope it wont be that heavily or maybe no rain& a bit of sunny..
love.
so, back to where i stop. Maybe, i should restart back what ive said. I really dont noe why this mixing feelings is still stuck in my heart. Scared&sad! Is really carried away. I cant stop thinking negatively.. Didnt talk to hun cause i felt like scolding him or maybe nag at him. I dont noe. Maybe my mens is coming or maybe this feelings is going to be worse!
Besides this feelings,talking about how i get into this mixing feelings.. I just wonder. Why on earth there's alot of bitches hanging here& there waiting or maybe flirting with guys? Why on earth there is a bitch? Okay fine! i cant say this but why cant they be just themself rather following animals attitude whom didnt felt shame for themself. Im not referring to whoever but this is how i felt..
&why on earth they need to looked&be so bitchy towards other people mens?
Are they born to be like that or they become like that cause they want to?
Hun still didnt talk. Maybe he wants to but i've showed to him dat i felt really pissed off. Is he really love me? Do he really care?
forget it. im off to watch a soccer match. it rains. And i hope it wont be that heavily or maybe no rain& a bit of sunny..
love.
Tuesday, March 16, 2010
♥ we need to love the earth!
OLA!!
I LOVE YOU REZAL!!
Had been a great trip that i went with mama, isah, uncle&more of dikir barat friends.&i would not forget my lovely boyfriend :)
hahaha. Overall, ALLHAMDULILAH, it was a safe journey that we went. Nothing bad happen. Journey from the tanjong p ferry terminal to the market was not dat long. To hotel? naaa.aa! But the long hours journey was to ras inayah orphanage house. It was really deep inside. Like there's no taxi around. Its kinda like a dessert thing!
When i reached, there's alot of young kids running here&there.Its kinda sad thing for me. &the most saddess part was when the orphanage children sang their song&kneeling down with their hand cross together.. afterall,we need to love the earth as their place is way to different than singapore. Ive cried :(
okay, change story.
So, hunny was there all along with me.. i love you!
Mama was busy entertaining her friends.
Isah was in her own wonderland.
Shopping&having fun..
sleeping, resting with kakak balqis&HUNNY!!!
time to sleep..hunny wants to sleep together :))
I LOVE YOU REZAL!!
Had been a great trip that i went with mama, isah, uncle&more of dikir barat friends.&i would not forget my lovely boyfriend :)
hahaha. Overall, ALLHAMDULILAH, it was a safe journey that we went. Nothing bad happen. Journey from the tanjong p ferry terminal to the market was not dat long. To hotel? naaa.aa! But the long hours journey was to ras inayah orphanage house. It was really deep inside. Like there's no taxi around. Its kinda like a dessert thing!
When i reached, there's alot of young kids running here&there.Its kinda sad thing for me. &the most saddess part was when the orphanage children sang their song&kneeling down with their hand cross together.. afterall,we need to love the earth as their place is way to different than singapore. Ive cried :(
okay, change story.
So, hunny was there all along with me.. i love you!
Mama was busy entertaining her friends.
Isah was in her own wonderland.
Shopping&having fun..
sleeping, resting with kakak balqis&HUNNY!!!
time to sleep..hunny wants to sleep together :))
Monday, March 8, 2010
♥ bored!
Sunny and Sunny again!
haha.sun taning everyday. :D
Currently listening to gwen stefani song(cool).
we just need to be cool everyday.
woke up late(AGAIN)
mummy went work&im alone at home sleeping like a sleeping BEAUTY!Can't even open my eyes. Hunny came&pull me to the bathroom.hahaha. Cause i smelled like a skunk. ewwww!!
went school with hun.reached at about 10 plus.hahha.late uh!
ended the class at about 11 plus.So, i could say dat i attended lesson for like 1 hour plus ONLY! Went cwp to eat my lunch with my dudettes. &off home to rest. Its really a damn bored day today.Maybe will be following hun to adm to see him play takraw.Maybe! Boredess day!urghh!!!
Will be updating soon.
TOODDLES!
